TaNwAnSaN

2009-07-18T20:54:00.004+08:00

There's a video i want to share with everyone.. =)

That day, my friend and i was chatting on msn about our work, our life, etc.. She asked me if i'm happy and I told her that i'm not unhappy but there isnt anything to be happy too.. Hmm, in fact we talked about a lot of things.. So, to cut it short, i was telling her a lot of negative thoughts going through my head at that period.. She then send me this link http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jxeCni1YLI0 and asked me to go watch it..

After watching it, i learn that i shld really love my life, love myself and more importantly love everyone around me.. I shld laugh, smile and be happy as long as i'm able to breathe.. =)

U guys shld check it out and look at that video whenever u all feel down or when things are not going your way.. =)

P.S. Things that doesn't kills you make you STRONGER! So, smile and embrace everything! =)

2009-07-05T00:05:00.001+08:00

一个我像不会累一直往前
一个我动弹不得伤心欲绝

一个我在网路上朋友一堆
一个我在房间裡独自面对

一个我相信用心会被感觉
一个我大喊真心会被欺骗

2009-06-28T02:30:00.008+08:00

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For this collection, all their dresses are especially manufactured for their customers.. I really really like all their dresses this time round.. They are just so versatile.. You can wear them for work, shopping and even to dates.. It's a dress that suits all types of occasions.. =)

Here are some of my fave..

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2009-06-21T23:00:00.013+08:00

To My One and Only Best Daddy,

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!

This year's father's day wasnt a really great one for him.. Since Tues, he has got this huge red bump growing on his back.. And, all of us could see that he's in a great pain.. Cos, he's not one who will scream or make that kind of i'm-in-pain sound, but for the past few days i have been hearing him groan.. It's so pain that he cant move, he cant eat and he cant sit for very long.. Although i didnt say anything, i'm actually very worried and i dun know wat i can do to help.. And, at a moment like this, i really wish i am a nurse or doc.. Haiz.. =(

Watever it is, i hope he can recover fast! We still owe him a good, nice father's day meal..

Get well soon Daddy! =)

Although, we didnt go for any nice dinner, there's still cake and present for him.. =)

We love ya!

2009-06-13T22:43:00.003+08:00

Just finish packing my stuffs for the short trip..
In about 7 hrs time, i'm leaving the hot hot Singapore to somewhere (hopefully) cooler..
Half happy and half sian..
As i'm not in my best condition now, i hope the 8 hrs bus journey wont kill me.. (-_-)

Goodbye SG, goodbye work..
Hello strawberries, hello plantations..

2009-06-07T22:46:00.005+08:00

Weekends wasn't that great other than shopping, hehe..

Have a big headache for both days.. And becos the pain is so intolerable, i have been swallowing panadols two days in a row(disgusting!).. I guess it must be the weather.. It was extremely hot on Sat and i was outside..

I think wat i really need now is a good quality sleep.. Talking about sleep, i think i should go to bed now.. Nite! =)

P.S. I really hate Monday!

2009-06-07T22:35:00.002+08:00

Advertorials:

1. HuisYuans has manufactured an awesome piece of dress inspired by River Island specially for their customers.. Do check out their webbie! =)

2. Do check out LadyKiller too!! They are selling very sweet dresses and tops! Looking at their clothes, i wish i was 15 kg lighter.. =)

Pls help to support! Thanks!

2009-06-05T21:41:00.005+08:00

S.H.O.C.K.E.D

I need to talk to someone... BFF, pls remind me to talk to u about this on Tues when u come back from ur leave..
Meanwhile, i need to go calm myself down..

Bits and Pieces of My Life

2009-05-30T18:04:00.011+08:00

Recently, i fall in love with sticking crystals.. And it's really really addictive.. Had did my DS (including the stylus), ipod, mouse, and camera.. Next project wil be my phone.. Hehe.. Here's my first and favorite piece of work.. Pretty but super taxing.. =)

Bought another watch again! Hehe.. Have been wanting to find a rectangle/square-shaped, classic-looking watch for work, but didnt see any nice one until i see this.. Big discount was given as the shop owner knows my auntie.. Happy, happy! =)

30th May : Woke up at 10 plus today.. Regret waking up so early.. Shld have slept in! Felt that i had wasted my Sat.. -_-

29th May : Had a really bad day at work yest.. Both the client and consultant are seriously getting on my nerves.. Complained to my lunch-mates, and this sweet colleague of mine bought milk tea to cheer me up.. Thanks Nove, u made my day! =)
23rd May : Met up with my sistas last week to celebrate HY's bday and also to meet her BF.. Yes! No longer GF, it's BF!.. Hehe.. Went for dinner at this steamboat-and-cook-ice-cream-place, tried fish therapy, and lastly to Kbox.. At the end of the day (or rather early morning), we are all tire.. But it was fun! (P.S. Though we dun meet up often, everytime we meet up, i always enjoy myself!)

2009-05-14T20:45:00.003+08:00

I feel extremely 委屈 now..
And is really on the verge of breaking down..
I dun know why is everyone pointing fingers at me..
Nobody put themselves in my shoes and think for me..
If i could do it, i would..
Cos I really hate to see disappointing eyes, faces, etc..
But nobody understand..
All they do is, keep harping on and harping on..

I dun know what to say anymore..
Or rather i cant continue anymore..

2009-05-05T21:58:00.003+08:00

"A goodbye isn't painful, unless you're never going to say hello again.."

It's a sad sentence but i like it somehow..

2009-04-29T21:24:00.004+08:00

I am tire.. I am tire.. I am tire.. I am tire.. I am tire.. I am tire.. I am tire.. I am tire.. I am tire.. I am tire.. I am tire.. I am tire.. I am tire.. I am tire.. I am tire.. I am tire.. I am tire.. I am tire.. I am tire.. I am tire.. I am tire.. I am tire.. I am tire.. I am tire.. I am tire.. I am tire.. I am tire.. I am tire.. I am tire.. I am tire.. I am tire.. I am tire.. I am tire.. I am tire.. I am tire.. I am tire.. I am tire.. I am tire.. I am tire.. I am tire.. I am tire.. I am tire.. I am tire.. I am tire.. I am tire.. I am tire.. I am tire.. I am tire.. I am tire.. I am tire.. I am tire.. I am tire.. I am tire.. I am tire.. I am tire.. I am tire.. I am tire.. I am tire.. I am tire.. I am tire.. I really am tire! (-_-)

To think i was still complaining about having nothing to do at work few weeks ago.. Now, i could hardly breathe at work - mid mth, IT mthly, UOB list, JC thingy, etc.. Been facing the pc checking numbers and figures for at least 8 to 9 hrs a day.. I thought i heard my eyes asking for help.. =(

But, on the bright side, it's PH eve tomolo.. Hehe.. So, i'm gonna work hard tml and then enjoy my looong weekends.. =)

P.S. I'm craving for some caffeine..

2009-04-19T01:13:00.004+08:00

Advertorial:

Hey ppl, one exciting news to share! HuisYuans has updated a new collection and everthing are below $25! Wat are you girls waiting for? =)

This is my personal fave for this collection! Can be formal as well as casual.. Lovely! =)

2009-04-12T16:46:00.005+08:00

It's been a long week..
At least for me, i think it's a long and not-so-smooth week..
A week filled with troubles, worries, and unhappy matters..
But, of course, there's play and fun too..
Watched 3 movies this week (all 3 are nice), spend a lazy afternoon at Xing Wang HK Cafe, and was drove around by this mad driver.. =)

And, it's Mon again tml..
Hopefully, it will be a good week..
I'm sure it will be.. =)

2009-04-09T23:27:00.003+08:00

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Girls, do check out 慧圆's Delight Dress 1 Collection.. A lot of lacey lacey pieces.. Simple yet nice.. My personal fave got to be this.. I love polka dots! =)

And you know wat, every pieces are less than $23! Wow! =)

2009-04-05T21:03:00.003+08:00

Orientation (the one i mentioned in my previous post) turned out to be ok..
It's wasn't as bad as i thought..
A very interesting one - enriching and informative..
My CEO is funny yet strict..
He even asked me to let my future bf to do the DISC test..
Haha..
Overall, i learned quite a lot from it.. =)

It's Mon again tml..
Ultimate sian-ness..
And, i got to "fight" it out with a very fussy consultant tml..
Haiz, even more sian..
She doesnt understand the meaning of black and white..
She doesnt understand that payroll deals with money..
She doesnt understand that i need black and white to process things..
Haiz, sian sian sian.. =(

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Hmm, some clarification here..
I hope i didnt do anything that caused u to misunderstand?
Or, is it me who misinterpreted that msg wrongly..
But everything is just weird..
I'm really bad at explaining such things and i dun want to go into details..
Not sure if you are reading, but it's not possible for anything to happen..
I really hope that it's me who interpreted them wrongly..

2009-03-27T22:40:00.003+08:00

With my 1st "very very" formal office suit ironed and hung up nicely, i'm going to go to bed soon.. Hehe.. I'm having an orientation session with the CEO tml morning (yesh, orientation after 10 mths in the company, madness)..

For the past 2 days, i have heard many scary stories about the orientation (mostly humiliating ones).. So, i'm going to have an early night and reach the office early tml.. J said that the last one who reach will be marked by the CEO.. Hehe.. Hopefully, I will be able to remain as low profile as possible.. Wish me luck people.. Night! =)

2009-03-17T22:31:00.002+08:00

Me is a little upset, angry and very very disappointed..

In the first place, it wasn't me who wants/initiates the "thing"..
But why is it that most of the work were passed to me?
I really dun mind sharing the responsibility or workload as initially agreed..
But why is it that eventually those who were suppose to help can just irresponsibly said they are not going or they are having something on and just leave almost (i said almost not all) everything to me?
Oh, so u all mean, u (whoever) are so so so busy and i'm (and the rest) are the only one(s) who are free?
Bullshit!

And, wat makes me really angry is, why is it that it doesn't concern my dad, but he got to take leave to help me?
I do not understand and i guess i can never understand..
Especially to those who didnt even bother to say sorry or thanks, pls reflect whether you did the right thing..
What comes around, goes around..

Alright, i shall complain and be angry for today and that's it..
They absolutely DO NOT DESERVE my attention and energy!

2009-03-15T21:13:00.007+08:00

Went to my primary school friend's wedding on Sat @ Swissotel.. Hmm, was quite awkward and out of place initially.. But, luckily, there's a few person whom i can talk to.. My fave chinese teacher is still as friendly like before.. And, could see that she's really happy that after 14 yrs, our class can still come together as one.. =)

P.S. Everything is good except for my hair.. Sad.. =(

2009-03-15T20:34:00.006+08:00

Met BFF this morning and headed down to the City Hall for the IT Fair and to do some other shopping.. I'm not a very IT person, but my lappie is simply too slow for human usage, hehe.. So, i decided that it's time to buy a HDD and transfer all songs and photos inside.. Hopefully in this way my lappie can be a little faster.. If not, hehe, i'm thinking of buying a very pretty NEC lappie that is in baby pink colour..(^_^) This is my very cute HDD.. =)

The crowd is terrible.. I kept telling BFF that the whole Singapore are there.. All the escalators are so packed that we even need to queue.. Luckily i already have in mind wat to buy, and we checked out the location of the booth first before we went up.. So, we were inside for probably 15 min at most, and then off we go..

After that, we went to shop around at MS.. A lot of shops were empty (i.e. closed down) and we thought that it's probably due to the recession and bad times.. Haiz.. But, haha, the 2 of us still shopped like mad loh (especially me).. We almost went crazy in this shop call Catus cos everything are just so nice.. Shopping is always fun and happy, but very unhealthy for my wallet.. Luckily, i got good control over myself, if not i dun know how to survive for another 2 weeks.. =)

And, lastly, i really need to say something.. I'm totally indulgenting and pampering myself in this.. It is SO SO GOOD, i swear.. I'm intending to get the whitening essence next month.. =)

2009-03-08T16:40:00.006+08:00

我喜欢这样的发型, 虽然很普通也很不起眼, 但我就是喜欢..

好不容易才开始对自己有那么一点信心, 现在什么都没了..
我最爱的也最骄傲的头发被剪坏了..
心情遭透了.. =(
现在, 我能做的只有等..
等它快点变长..

Haiz..

2009-03-01T20:03:00.004+08:00

It's Sunday again.. Sian.. Spend my day slacking at home, packing up my cupboard, etc.. Everyone is out, leaving me and the old folks.. Just came back from dinner.. Papa brought us to this newly open HK cafe for dinner.. And he seems to like this HK cafe very much except that their food are a little too cold (probably due to the weather).. On the way home, he kept commenting about how nice the food is, and how reasonable their prices are.. Haha.. Anyway, guess wat he did just now.. He left a $2 note as tips for the waitresses.. But i took it back and told him that there is already a 10% service charge.. He then said that the $2 is for the workers there, after which I go on and on explaining things to him.. Hehe.. Aiya, i just got a funny dad lah..

Tml is Monday.. I still got some left over work from last Fri and tml is also the 1st day of end mth.. I wish that there will be more timesheet from the 2 banks but at the same time i also hope there wont be so much.. Haiz.. Contradicting lah.. I can feel the Monday blues already.. Sian!

2009-02-28T21:13:00.002+08:00

ANNUAL D&D - MY 1st D&D in RE =)

2009-02-28T21:02:00.005+08:00

Saw this in my email and i thought that it's quite interesting.. Mine is quite true, hehe.. How about urs?

你什麼第一名?

牡羊座:
衝動第一名，做事後悔第一名，火氣大第一名，大膽第一名，敢愛敢恨第一名。

金牛座:
穩重第一名，節儉第一名，貪財第一名，可靠第一名，吃苦耐勞第一名。

雙子座:
八卦第一名，聰慧第一名， Crazy第一名，幽默第一名，多話第一名。

巨蟹座:
體貼第一名，愛吃第一名，愛家第一名，孝順第一名，多愁善感第一名。

獅子座:
自信第一名，愛現第一名，要面子第一名，品味第一名，風度第一名。

處女座:
細心第一名，挑剔第一名，愛乾淨第一名，小題大做第一名，吃醋第一名。

天秤座:
愛美第一名，猶豫第一名，懶惰第一名，善辯第一名，公正第一名。

天蠍座:
癡情第一名，扮酷第一名，魅力第一名，冷冰冰第一名，理智第一名。

射手座:
貪玩第一名，糊塗第一名，可愛第一名，勇於嘗試第一名，心無城府第一名。

摩羯座.
嚴肅第一名，鎮定第一名，忍耐第一名，認真第一名，保守第一名。

水瓶座.
好奇第一名，好學第一名，創意第一名，另類第一名，創造力第一名。

雙魚座.
心軟第一名，敏感第一名，多疑第一名，愛作夢第一名，胡思亂想第一名。

2009-02-25T19:48:00.002+08:00

I FEEL DISGUSTED AND TRULY DISAPPOINTED WITH THE CHANGES IN SOMEONE..

How could one change so drastically overtime?

And when it's someone so close and someone i (used to) know so well, it makes me angry and yet very very upset..

As i'm typing this, i really feel like crying..

Enough about this..

I am too tire to rant on and on..

Hopefully, this particular person can go reflect on her behavior and her changes..

Or maybe i shld be the one to reflect..

Maybe i shld be nasty too..

2009-02-15T14:06:00.004+08:00

Valentine's Day was great with my 姊妹 around..

Had dinner at Jack's place, after which we walked around for a while and then have dessert at Swensens..
Happy, satisfying but also very fattening..
Haha..

2009-02-14T14:34:00.005+08:00

Met up with my 2 lovely girls yest night for dinner..
Was a belated birthday dinner for Meish..
And, it's really a very belated one cos her birthday was last year Dec..
Haha..

Put 3 person that click well, what you get is happiness, laughter and fun..
We talked about life, work, and almost everything under the sun, moon, clouds and stars..

And just when we were going home, that silly girl nearly made our heart pop out when she almost lost her lappie..
Hehe..

But watever it is, it's a great meet up!
We shall meet up more often, ok?
Just the 3 of us..
Hehe..

2009-02-08T21:34:00.003+08:00

It's been a while..
How's everyone?
Hehe..

I have been quite suay for the past week..
Work wasn't smooth and a lot of suay things happened..
Haiz..
Feels like this year wont be a good year for me..
Sian..

CNY coming to an end..
It's time to start dieting all over again..
Have been eating too much and this is bad!

Friday's gathering with the SIM mates turns out great!
Everyone seems to be doing well and i feel happy for them..
Except for this particular person..
Hopefully, his problem will be solve soon..
Hopefully, his other half will be more sensible..

Anyway, went movie and shopping with my buddy buddy yest..
Ate a lot, bought a lot and smile a lot..
It's been so long that i feel so at ease and comfortable..
Work had slowly taken almost all my energy and youth away..
Sad..

That's all for now.. =)

2009-01-25T13:32:00.003+08:00

Happy "Niu" Year everyone! May the year of OX brings you joy, happiness, laughter, and luck! Huat ah! Hehe..

Right now, I'm counting down to 7 pm for the reunion dinner.. Hehe.. I totally love steamboat!

To everyone reading this, Happy New Year and enjoy the long long weekends! =)

2009-01-21T20:20:00.005+08:00

It's been a long long week for me since last week..
2 payouts in a week is totally madness..
But i'm glad everything will be over this Fri..
Hopefully everything will be ok, that is, candidates get the correct pay and clients' invoices are right..
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Fatigue.
Disappointed.
Etc.
New Resoultion: Never rely on anyone or anything..

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Will be back soon, i hope..

2009-01-01T22:27:00.010+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Hehe..
2008 was a "big" year for me..

I graduated, i started working, i earn money, i give money, etc..
I hope 2009 continue to be a good year..
I hope to earn more so that Papa can start to slowly retire..
I hope that i wont get retrench or something..
I hope to lose more weight!!
I hope that i can grow up more (as in be more mature lah)..
And, more importantly, i hope everyone, especially my families and my friends, will be healthy, safe and happy!

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Yest, i attended the best new year eve countdown party ever..
The 4 of us took close to like 200 photos..
Madness, haha..

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Celebration aside, it's back to work tomolo..
And, it's the end-month-war once again..
I got to jiayou!
Dun want to make any mistake this month..
Hehe.. =)

Last but not least, may everyone's 2009 be filled with only good things! =)

2008-12-25T20:01:00.007+08:00

姊妹们的XMAS聚会

We eat, we talk, and we laugh.. Simple, nice, nothing fanciful and away from the crowds..
But, i guess it can be better.. =)

MERRY XMAS!!

2008-12-25T19:47:00.000+08:00

MINI-XMAS-GATHERING

2008-12-25T19:30:00.000+08:00

KL TRIP (12 DEC - 14 DEC)

2008-12-22T21:18:00.003+08:00

My only wish for Xmas. . .

Is to be able to walk out of the office while the sky is still bright..

Easy as it seems, yet it's so difficult to fulfill..

2008-12-11T21:37:00.007+08:00

Hello all, i think i have been MIA for quite a while..

Too too busy with work and my dramas..
And, of course, busy choosing and buying xmas pressies..

Anyway, i will be leaving Singapore in, ermm, less than 10 hrs..
Happy, excited, but also worried..
Super worry about my work..
Hopefully, there will be nothing shocking when i return..

And, just in case, i am unable to return (touchwood), i love you all..
Bye.. =)

P.S. The usual grps - Let's plan for xmas meet up ok.. =)

2008-11-23T16:15:00.005+08:00

Weekends always passed very fast.. Did nothing much and then it's going to Monday again..

I spent half of my Sat with my calculator, one stack of spreadsheet and tons of claims forms..
Went to some dinner for the elderly or something on Sat night.. The "theme" is GREY.. Hehe..
Then, i also spent some time "understanding" my new cam.. It's so cute and yet so cool..
Finally, i am able to start on a new book! This is the sequel to Twilight and i am seriously hooked.. =)That's it.. Boring me, boring life.. But i'm contented.. =)

2008-11-16T21:29:00.003+08:00

RANDOM-NESS

I am too tire for EVERYTHING..

I think i am falling sick soon; headache, sore throat, giddy, etc..

Headcount dropped, less money this month..

CNY coming, need to eat lesser..

Bought my new camera and i think it's good..

I'm listening to 杨丞琳 & 黄靖伦, and i love them..

I'm watching 不良笑花 and i think it's funny..

I want to watch Twilight..

I have got lots of pimples (hmm, about 4), and i'm thinking whether to see a doctor or go for facial..

I am thinking whether to cut my fringe short or to get a perm or to keep it this way..

I'm a little worried about Daddy's skin problem cos they dun seem to get better; and i'm willing to sacrifice my Gucci and pay for some specialist..

It's Mon tml, sian..

Timesheets will come in tml; need to get missing info from the consultants; last month timesheets not bundle yet; lots of things to do, sian..

I'm tire already, nite..

P.S. I really need a short break.. I need more time for MYSELF..

2008-11-09T00:24:00.004+08:00

The last five days were not exactly good.. It was the once a month "big war" period.. Both mentally and physically, i wasnt good.. Stress was at a really high level and i was telling my BFF that i feel lousy for i-dun-know-wat reason.. This month, headcount for me increased, and it was really tire racing against time.. Glad that everything is over for now.. Paid everyone, but made a mistake and $3 is gone, haiz..

I really need and is grateful for this weekend.. I sleep, i play, i read, i run and i rest.. Feel a lot better already.. =)

P.S. I am so hook to cake mania, vampires, and some new songs.. =)
P.P.S. I want to go on a holiday.. Anywhere out of Singapore..

2008-11-02T22:09:00.008+08:00

This weekend was madness, going out everyday.. After all the playing and enjoying, i am feeling extremely tire.. =(
I had a splitting headache just now on the train.. Partly was due to waking up early this morning, and partly was because the crowd on the train kind of scare me.. I dun know how to explain but i feel very pressured inside.. East side people are really different from the north.. =(

Anyway, photos (some only) for the weekend..

MZ's bday.. All photos are with her.. I only got photos of the very yummy and lovely cupcakes.. I LOVE CUPPIECAKES..

Fad's engagement.. Her dad is happy, her mum is happy and she is happy.. But, she cannot sit still and she used her fingers to wipe off the sweat on her face.. That's her, my friend.. Hehe.. =)

That's all.. It's bedtime.. Nite!

P.S. Heard some not so pleasant words today and i felt quite hurtful and a little angry.. I think Papa would be unhappy if he hears that too.. Humppf..
P.P.S. I barely eat anything today and i am hungry now..

2008-10-27T18:35:00.004+08:00

I am so so happy that one of my fave brand has come to Singapore.. Woohooo! Now i dun have to go around sourcing for them.. Yeah! And, so coincidentally, my foundation is finishing soon! Hehe..

Hmm, i think i know where my next salary will go to.. Haha.. =)

2008-10-25T23:56:00.003+08:00

Phew~ It's finally weekend.. Work is so busy that i worked non-stop for like more than 10 hours everyday since last Fri.. 2 payout within one week can kill.. I hope this doesnt happen every month.. But hor, being the very weird girl, i find that i actually love being busy.. Haha.. Very 'bian tai' i know.. But having things to do is so so so much better than sitting there staring into the PC..

Anyway, i think i am getting along better with my colleagues (after the ANGEL & MORTAL game) and surprisingly, my very quiet mentor too.. The 2 of us have been complaining about some of the consultants and talking about the problems we faced.. Hehe.. Hopefully, one day, we (the 11 of us) will be friends instead of just colleagues.. Hehe.. I love team! =)

Oh, another thing.. I have been officially being confirm as a perm staff with a pay increment (though not a lot, but i am very easy to satisfied).. Hehe.. Those who want a treat can claim from me any time this month.. Valid till 31st Nov.. Kidding lah, of course.. Haha.. =)

Work aside, it's going to be a long weekend this week.. Whoo-hoo! My goal is to rest well, sleep well, eat well and play well.. Haha.. Sounds fat, but watever.. I'm going to buy the pills next week.. Hopefully they will work.. =)

Ok, that's all for now.. I'm going to mask my face and then continue with my drama.. Byee..

2008-10-09T21:35:00.003+08:00

This week was rush, rush, rush, and rush..
Way too busy to even have a good rest..
So busy that i forgot it's already Oct..
Too busy to even remember i am turning, errm, 1/4 century..
And now, when all things are done, i can so feel the tire-ness in me..
Can't wait for tml..
I need the weekends, i need some rest and i need a break..
A break from work..

P.S. I am so loving my new phone! Pretty pretty pink! =)
P.P.S. I am so loving my new bag! Shiny shiny black! =)
P.P.P.S. I am so going to see the cutie baby soon! =)

2008-10-04T19:36:00.007+08:00

MY DADDY'S 60TH BIRTHDAY..

Went Bottle Tree Park for dinner.. Food was great especially cereal prawns and broccoli with scallop.. Yummy yummy!

Happy Birthday, Daddy! =)

2008-09-28T20:49:00.004+08:00

RANDOM-NESS. . .

I HOPE this coming week will be a quick and peaceful one..
I HOPE i can have a good sleep tonight..
I HOPE i can finish up my invoices tomolo..
I HOPE the SCOs will be in before 3 o'clock instead of 5.30 on Tues
I HOPE i can find time to go shopping..
I HOPE the Tan's sisters can find something nice and interesting for their Daddy..
I HOPE i can drive Daddy's new car soon..
I HOPE my dear sista who is now in Korea is feeling better, eating well, living well and adapting well..
I HOPE the new mummy and her baby is both healthy and eating good..
I HOPE my BFF will enjoy her long long holiday and dun worry about her work..
And more importantly, I HOPE for more rest and sleep..

Good nite! (-_-)

2008-09-28T01:42:00.000+08:00

一定会有一个人在等我

无条件拥抱着我的所有

2008-09-27T02:00:00.005+08:00

While surfing the net, i saw something that i really really really like and i really really really want to get.. It's a pink diamond phone called DoCoMo N906iu.. But, the problem is, i dun know where i can get it.. Can some helpful soul pls tell me where i can get this? If i could buy this next month, it would be my best-est bday present ever.. I really hope someone will know..

2008-09-21T15:09:00.001+08:00

I'm waiting for this! =o)

2008-09-21T02:00:00.006+08:00

I was supposed to check the pile of timesheet today..
But, instead of checking, i happily went out with chubsis..

We went to Vivo and were supposed to buy Daddy's bday present..
But, instead of buying his present, we bought stuffs for ourselves..
Hehe.. =o)

I went to check out the phone that i have been aiming since last month.. Find it a little difficult to use but i think i will still get it because they just launched a special edition in pink.. But, maybe i wont buy.. Hmm, i dun know.. Haha..
Dinner @ Kim Gary something (can't remember the full name) was nice.. The best HK-style-of-food i had ever ate in Singapore.. =)
After dinner, we went crazy over at Daiso.. Haha.. No photo for this as we both were really really busy shopping..

Now, i got to go sort out those timesheet.. The consultants are giving me a major headache this month.. Super messy and disorganized for this payout.. Haiz.. =(

2008-09-20T02:21:00.003+08:00

Introducing, my new toy, PINKI..

2008-09-14T22:15:00.004+08:00

SOME RANDOM STUFFS..

I finally finished my drama after-i dun-know-how-long.. I glad it's really really nice cos this means my time is well spent..

Daddy is buying new car (AGAIN)! And, it's a big car (AGAIN).. I just dun like big car.. I dun like Toyota Wish and i dun really like Honda Stream.. I like Toyota Camry.. Hehe.. =)

And, my auntie commented that i am too thin and pale and i dun look pretty anymore.. But, i am not thin, either am i pale.. And, i did eat.. In fact, been eating a lot recently.. Dun tell me i am thin when it's so obvious that i'm not.. Dun tell me to eat more cos i really dun want to.. I'm beginning to like the feeling of stomach growling.. =)

Passed by school on sat.. And, it makes me miss school, miss those people, miss having lectures, miss those chit chatting during lessons, miss rushing projects, and miss being a student..

I wish Tues come quickly cos timesheet will come in and i will be busy.. I dun want to be too free at work..

That's all.. Nite.. =)

2008-09-07T14:50:00.010+08:00

29th August 2008 - MY CONVOCATION (Happy!)

This is the hall where we took our exam paper.. This is also the very same hall that we all graduated in.. Memorable place for me. .

That's me on stage. . 3 years of hard work, 3 months after my last paper, all i had was about maybe 3 seconds on stage..

After receiving the cert.. With the whole family! =) The folks!With the girls =)
Me, myself & I..
Another one of me at another place =)Some of the people whom i managed to catch them..
Last few group photos in school..

My pressie (2 from families & 1 from myself) and I love them all! =)

To conculde, thanks to all my classmates whom helped me during those 3 years; thanks for taking care of me; thanks for the encouragement; thanks for listening to all my whines and complains; and more importantly, really really thanks for being my friends.. =)

Last but not least, thanks to those who used to look down on me; thanks to all those who attended; thanks to Daddy's support; and thanks to fat for tolerating my nonsense during my exam period. I hope i made you guys happy and proud! =)

2008-08-24T01:42:00.005+08:00

A quick one before i go offline..
2 things you guys may want to check out..

1st: My bro's gf webby, PollysPocket (link on the left), is now selling clothes and dresses. Do check them out!! Thanks! =)

2nd: My fave man (other than Jay Chou) has got this new album.. I heard them already.. He is as usual fantastic.. I dun think there will ever be a time where his album can be bad.. He is one singer whom doesnt need suave pose, sunshine smile, nice clothes, or perfect figure.. All he need is HIS VOICE! Cool! =)

2008-08-16T18:23:00.007+08:00

Had a once-a-month gathering with my uni mates.. Hmm, however, only 3 of us could make it (pathetic lah).. Mr Tan "fly aeroplane' last min, Francis had project to do and MF wasn't free (cant remember wat was the reason).. But, overall, it was still quite enjoyable as we are able to concentrate on each other's conversation since it's a small group.. And seeing Faddy is even happier (we three girls so need to meet up).. Haha.. However, yest's topic revolve mainly on out work and it seems that only Bryan is happy about his work.. Haiz.. Sad.. Also, because of the topic, i suddenly felt that we had all grown up overnight.. And Bintan trip feels so long ago.. Arrrgh, i hate to grow up! =(
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That aside, today is a really fruitful day for me!
Bought my bro's present, bought the bag i wanted (not the gucci one though, sad), had xiao-long bao and the very nice fried rice, bought lots of bangle, had my eyebrow ~~fixed~~ trimmed and i saw the 'grad bear' that i really really want (didnt buy it, though).. Feels very happy and satisfying now.. =)

Next 2 weeks will be very hectic at work; calendar is full of markings; lots of things clashing together; CEO on business trip, boss going overseas too..
Haiz, just the thought of it feels sian..
Ok, i'm not going to think about work during the weekends..
I'm out of here now.. =)

2008-08-10T12:50:00.004+08:00

My fave track for now: 何维健 - 克罗地亚的天空

听了有种心痛的感觉.. =(

*歌的故事好像是在说喜欢的人生病了*
*而他希望他能带着她到她一直想去的地方*
*他也希望她能睁开她的眼睛看看那个地方*
*Oh, that's so sad*

2008-08-09T13:35:00.003+08:00

I'm a happy girl because i dun have to go to work today..

I'm a happy girl because i get to sleep till 1 pm today..
I'm a happy girl because i met up with my sistas yest..
I'm a happy girl because i saw Nicholas yest..
I'm a happy girl because i'm a happy girl..
Haha..

*My 2 Fave Men*

*ChubNic & Me*
*Tan's Sis & ChubNic*

*He's so cuteee, i want to globble him up*

2008-08-04T22:47:00.003+08:00

Injury incur at work.. All because of the stupid staple.. Arrrgh! Such a long mark.. Confirm will have scar.. Arrrgh! So angry with myself! =(

2008-08-02T23:43:00.006+08:00

Attended my friend's wedding dinner last week..
He looks really happy that night which is really really great!
Think he was a little drunk towards the end and he hugged every of the guys..
Haha..
In my opinion, it's always happy to attend wedding dinner! =)

2008-07-27T21:15:00.004+08:00

Nothing much i want to say..
只想说我真的很累..
感觉像是老了好几十岁..
That's so sad, isnt it?
Please date me out people..
Pay day should be tomolo..
I want to go shopping..
And, i hope for a better week at work..
Also, i want to recover from my sickening cough!

"一个人撑伞一个人擦泪一个人好累"

2008-07-20T21:18:00.003+08:00

Trip to Malaysia today was surprisingly short and interesting..
Papa bought us pure royal jelly to help 'beautify' our complexion..
It wasn't cheap, so, it better works..
I also bought a pair of new heels (on Papa's tab again) which was comfy and super cute..
I loveeeeeefff...
Then, there was my fave cereal prawns for dinner..
Yummy yummy yummy..
Haha..

Ok, after all the fun, it's back to reality again..
Work is going to be super busy this week..
Value date (which is my dateline) is this Fri..
And so coincidentally, i have a wedding dinner to attend on Fri..
So, in order to go attend the wedding dinner and to meet up with my bunch of sistas, i have to work really hard for the next four days..
Haiz..
Sian ah..
Ciao for now!

2008-07-20T01:45:00.003+08:00

Went for my first workshop today.. Hmm, it was a real torture.. Having to wake up at 5.30, reaching there at 7.30, sitting there to listen to things that dun really concern me (or rather, the payroll dept)..
But..
I love what the CEO's speech.. And my fave word of the day - PERSISTENT.. As long as i'm persistent enough, i will be successful! I will work towards this direction.. Jiayou! =)

And finally, convocation is coming! Woohoo! It's going to be my first and most probably, the last time i'm going to wear the grad gown.. Dun know how the thing will be like, but i'm really looking forward to it! Hmm, so, in order to look good, dieting gonna start soon lah.. Vain, i know.. Haha..
Oh, another piece of good news - my babe is going to get engage soon! Woohoo! Surprising fast leh! Another thing to look forward to.. Haha..

Alright, gtg.. I'm left with about 3 hrs to sleep cos i'm going to Malaysia (AGAIN) tomolo.. Haiz.. Sian, sian, sian.. Nite!

2008-07-12T20:36:00.004+08:00

I had a long, hard, terrible, awful and unbearable week..
Made a huge error at work..
Mistake was discovered on Mon..
Since then, been "shoot" almost everyday..
Every words hurt so much that i wished i could just die on the spot or disappear into thin air..

Even though i wish to just quit on the spot because of XXX, but since, i was the one who made the error, i had the responsible to do everything i could to resolve it..
I cant just walk away like that..

I did everything i was told to do to help resolve the issue..
However, this doesnt stop "XXX " from shooting me..
Of course, she had every right to scold or question me since it was my fault..
But i just feel that she didnt put herself in my shoes and think in my position..
How was i to know that wat was the standard procedure and wat wasnt?
It wasnt fair that the girl i am replacing left not even a week after i join..

I'm not trying to put all blame on XXX..
I understand that she must be in really great pressure..
She must be worried too..
And i am also very sorry for wat i had done..
I did tried my best to resolve..
But it seems that everything i did from then on was wrong..
I'm not asking for anything..
All i hope for was that she can just think in my position for a little while..
Her every words had successfully took away watever (little) confidence i had for myself..
I will remember what she had said and this matter for the rest of my life..
And i think i will need a long long time to pick myself up and to recover.. =(

On the side note, i'm thankful that my old classmates called me last min for a short meetup..
They are so lame and funny..
Somehow, anyhow, they did cheer me up a little, though they dun know..
Thanks to the FOUNDER of FAC!
And of course, thanks to my BFF (you-know-who-you-are) for hearing me out..

2008-07-04T23:45:00.002+08:00

This is really sad..
Heard the story from my friend and i (kpo-ly) went to check out..

Apparently, her bf passed away due to some army thing or something..
And she is currently dealing with the fact that her 'baby' will nv be beside her anymore..
She looks really young to me..
I wonder how she manage to live with the pain..
She's a strong girl.. Someone who's really strong..
Jia you! =)

2008-06-29T01:44:00.002+08:00

WANSAN LOVES PAY DAY!
Haha..
Shopping was really great today!
Woohoo!
I love it..
I love all my buys!
But.. But.. But..
I feel sore cos the LongChamp bag that i wanted doesnt have the colour that i want..
Where else can i buy other than taka?
Arrrgh..

Met up with the guys and girls to celebrate Fad's bday!
It was great!
I miss the girls soooo much..
Haha..
I'm glad that we still have never-ending things to talk about..
They made me happy! =)

2008-06-25T21:29:00.002+08:00

The stupid cough makes me wake up at 5 plus every morning.. My alarm is supposed to ring at 6.50! It's taking away my 1 plus hour of sleep.. Stupid cough.. I hate you! Please go away fast! I want my sleep back..

Meeting the gals and guys this coming sat - looking forward!
Going back to work (again) this coming sat - hate it, dread it!

Ok, i see that i am babbling lots of nonsense.. My brain is not in the right state now.. I need to see a doctor soon!

NITE!

2008-06-21T23:09:00.008+08:00

*The Loving Couple Bday BBQ*

Somehow or rather, i feel they are fated lah - with one bday on 21st, and the other one on 22nd.. Haha.. Can see that her hubby takes good care of her and dotes on her.. Ultimate sweet-ness.. Continue to stay so loving ok, haha.. =)

*HAPPY BIRTHDAY & HAPPY ANNIVERSARY!*

*Friend of 7 years and i hope we will continue to be BFF! =)*

*I like this, Zu! Especially for you! Haha..*

This weekend was well spent.. Tire and broke, but i feel happy.. Went shopping with my fave shopping kaki and i also went to gucci to check out the price of the bag (1k odds).. Hopefully, i will be able to bring it home by Aug.. Hehe..

Next week is another busy week.. I hope i will be able to survive through it (pray hard).. I got this feeling that i'm going to fall sick soon.. Throat hurts, nose feels funny, head is giddy, feels cold but my body is hot.. However, i still got one stack of time sheets to count.. Ok, that's it, i'm off from here.. Nite people!

2008-06-18T22:28:00.007+08:00

Trip to Hatyai only makes me more tire..
The only thing i love there is BIRD NEST!
Haha..
3 days there, 3 bowls of bird nest..
And Papa even bought few bottles home..
Super yummy, and super worth the money..
First time in my life i drank bird nest which has more bird nest than water..

But, the super long bus ride (about 18 hours) is really a killer..
Reached home only at 1.30 am this morning..
Slept at 2 and then woke up at 6.50..
Madness!
I thought i will fall asleep at work today..
But surprisingly, i didnt..
Too much work need to be done, i suppose..
Though very tiring, but i'm glad that there's things to keep me awake..
Ok, i am contradicting myself again..
Time to nua on bed again..
Nite, ppl..

Sidenote: The next album to pick up from the store.. Heard them online already.. Fast tracks are (as always) not for me.. Slow ballads are nice, i likeee.. =)

2008-06-14T00:41:00.003+08:00

I'm flying tml to another part of the world tomolo nite.. Hmm, actually not exactly flying too, but i'm going to be out of Singapore.. And i am going to totally enjoy, play and eat like there's no tml.. Cos when i go back to work on Wed, i foresee that there will be tons of things to be done and i believe i got to stay till midnight to finish up the work.. So, before all those hard work and 'sufferings' come, i'm going to enjoy, enjoy and enjoy.. Thanks papa for the trip (he was the one who wanted to go).. I really need it badly!

That aside, i'm feeling really indecisive now.. Hmmm, i think a lot of ppl know that i have been wanting to own a designer's bag.. But the problem now is, i'm torn between a Gucci Boston or a LV Speedy 25.. And other than the bag, i am also torn between a PSP or a DS Lite.. Arrrgh.. Watever it is, i am so waiting for my pay to come in so that i can go shopping.. =)

Lastly, thanks Chubsis for the cutie pie cup.. Now i can make tea in the office.. Yeah!

2008-06-12T20:37:00.005+08:00

Some random things...
- So busy, so tire.. I dun even have time for myself..
- Although next week is a really busy week, and i feel bad for being away for 2 days, but somewhere in my heart, i actually feel glad that i can get away from work for 2 days.. Very bad, i know..
- Work is still not very ok.. It is slowly taking away all the little confident i have for myself..
- I want to mask my hair and my face, but i simply had no energy to do it..
- I suffer a little for my work, but that also cause papa to suffer.. Cos, he will wait for me to come home.. And i feel bad.. I feel, it's time for him to relax and lean on us..
- I nearly cry on the train just now in the morning.. I feel a little depress and i hope it wont get worse.. =(
- Lastly, thanks to this person for the cushion thingy.. Didnt know that he is so thoughtful.. Thanks (though i haven got a chance to use it yet)..

That's all.. Byee..

2008-06-07T22:02:00.003+08:00

BUSY BUSY BUSY.. Work had made me life-less..
No tv, no music, no internet, no keeping touch with wat is happening around me and in the world..
Mon: OT(ed) till 11 pm.. YES! Worked from 8.30 till 11 and reached home close to midnight!
Tues: Started work at 8.30 am and OT(ed) till 11.30pm!
Wed: Went off around 7.30..
Thurs: Finally get to off work at 6 plus..
Fri: Went off only at around 7.40..
For your info, by right, my working hours as stated in the offer letter is 8.30-5.30..

My work is MAD, i tell u! I really dun like such working hours.. I seriously dun mind working ot, but who in the world worked till 11, 12.. And i heard there's one girl who goes off only at 1 am.. MAD lah.. Not that i want to whine and complain.. But this is not a job where there's much progression or something.. Why, why, why? Why the stupid me go accept this job offer? Job is tough, job is complicated and it's only now, yes only till now, i realize i am seriously underpaid.. Like all ppl around me said, i shld ask for more.. Shitty job.. Arrrgh! If i dun have to pay any penalty, i would quit immediately.. Seriously, no joke.. This is really not something i want to do for the rest of my life.. I want to do more business kind of thing.. Not in terms of sales, but more of giving ideas or spotting new market, analysis market, churn reports, write proposal etc..
The girl that taught me to do her stuffs had left.. From next week onwards, i will be on my own.. Die, die, die.. Brought her 'mi ji' (manual) home to read.. Not sure if i can absorb everything.. Right now, i wish i can burn and drink it.. Anyway, she already warned me that i cannot make any mistakes because the people there (those consultants) will scold.. And i am quite sure, with my level of blur-ness, i am definitely going to get scoldings some day soon.. Super pressure lah.. This is no difference from school.. Arrrgh.. I think i'm going to break down soon too lah..
Ok.. Whines and complains stopped here for today (i'm sure there will be more to come).. I'm tire already.. Went back to work earlier in the morning.. I want to go jog and then come back and nua on my bed.. Arrrgh! =(

2008-06-01T19:26:00.006+08:00

GSS, SHOPPING, THE TAN'S SISTERS AND 2 PAIRS OF TIRE LEGS.. Went town just now with Chubsis.. Our main purpose was to get a cup for Daddy.. As for the rest of the stuffs, they are just things that we picked up along the way.. Haha..

'GREATEST FATHER' Cup for Daddy
A big canvas bag for Chubsis
A nice, chic bangle for Myself
And a cheap high-waist skirt for Me-the OL

It's going to be Mon again.. Major major sian-ness.. I had already being warned that next week is the peak week and i somehow smell another week of OT ( i started OT on my 3rd day!).. Haiz..Hopefully, the whole of next week is a goody good week (fingers crossed)..

2008-05-31T13:02:00.006+08:00

Work is not very good.. I had been dragging myself to work everyday (for the past 3 days)..
Of course, the colleagues there were nice, patient and helpful.. They will talk to me, ask me to feel at home and etc.. And i'm also trying to find more things to talk to them.. Haha.. But i'm not someone who can open up so fast.. And i dun know how to communicate with half-strangers-half-friends.. But i will try, will try harder, i promise..
The difficult part is the systems that they are using.. They are simply too confusing.. There are like hundreds and thousands of questions i want to ask, but my mentor seems busy, so i didnt want to disturb her.. The way she teach me is in a way, i feel not very organise (to me lah).. It's my problem i think, cos i'm a rather systematic person.. So, i hope people can teach me in a way where she can tell me the overall view, the general procedure and then go into each of them in details.. But the way she teach me is quite 'choppy', sometimes this thing then all of a sudden she skipped to other things.. It's making me really confusing.. But, she's really nice and patient (grateful and thankful).. =)
Of course i know that this job isnt going to be easy, if not they could just get a dip holder to do it.. But the point is, i hate this 'being unable to control things' feeling.. I know i should have more patient, but i hate myself for being so slow and stupid lah.. Aiya, very confusing.. But since i cant quit now, i will try to learn all the stuffs asap, like the job as much as i can and think as positive as i can.. =)
Ok, enough rantings and whining.. Shall stop here for now.. =(

*EDITED*
Was talking to one of friend on msn just now.. And wat he said kind of left me thinking and thinking.. We were talking about our new job then he said that i shouldnt have start work so fast.. Cos my last paper was like 8th May, which mean, i started work less that a month after my last paper.. He said that i didnt enjoy my last few moments as a student.. He said i am quite dumb to go into the 'adult world' so fast.. He said he didnt understand wat's the rush to start work so fast.. I told him my reasons and he said i should live my life for myself and not for others.. He said i cannot be so influence by people around me, cos ultimately it is me who is leading my own life, not those people.. Part of me agreed and now i feel a little messy and lost.. Hmmm, till now, i still feel very overwhelmed.. Like, i had made a mistake and taken the wrong steps..

2008-05-28T20:58:00.003+08:00

Work is ok..
Colleagues are nice so far..
But i am extremely tire..
Didnt really sleep well last nite..
Nearly doze off during work just now..
Guess i did shut my eyes for like maybe 30 seconds (continuously)..
I dun know why, but my eye lids just feel really really heavy..
I will try to adapt to this 'sleeping early and wake up early' thing soon..
Also, i hope i can learn fast, so that i dun have to sit there doing nothing much..
Alright, i'm gg offline and going to nua on my bed already..
Ciao!

2008-05-27T11:31:00.003+08:00

I'm starting work tomolo..
How fast it is, right?
Tell me about it..
Major sian-ness.. =(
Only thing to be happy, it is located at Orchard..
Hahahaha..

2008-05-26T22:06:00.008+08:00

The flyer ride is really an amazing one.. Hmm, of course i do feel a little scare when i'm at the highest point, but the whole cabin feels steady and stable which really helps.. However, i do think 29 bucks is really a little over-price.. The view was nice but not really fantastic.. I guess, it will probably be better when the IR is up.. And i really think my daddy is mad to buy this photo thingy from the flyer.. Mad lah, $15 for one.. And it's just purely photoshopped or something.. Alamak.. Daddy's money is really easy to earn.. Haha.. =)

P.S. Some lightings remind me of one the mms someone send me when he's in Sydney.. Hopefully that person is doing well.. =)

2008-05-25T12:39:00.003+08:00

I'm going on to and up to the flyer later, thus i'm happy..
My hair is growing to a length that makes me feel secure, thus i'm happy..
There's an interview tomolo and is probably something that i want to do, thus i'm happy..
GSS has started, thus i'm happy..

There's too much things in life where u will worry and then feel stress, thus, find some reasons that makes you happy.. This is TWS's philosophy! =)

2008-05-22T18:52:00.002+08:00

Sometimes i really think i inherited my dad's 'slowness' and 'blurness'..
He just told my sis to check out the movie (his idol's movie), Forbidden City (or something, the Jackie Chan and Jet Li one)..
But, Daddy, i think that movie was like first screen about maybe a month ago..
Isn't it a bit too late to check it out now?
And when i said that it's not showing anymore, he insisted that it is still showing..
He even asked me to check out golden village, maybe they still screen it..
Haha..
Cute or not?
Funny or not?
Slow or not?
I really (occasionally) see me in him (or him in me)..
But, occasionally lah, really!

2008-05-20T13:04:00.006+08:00

I went out in the morning feeling confident and happy but came home with a pair of bleeding legs, feeling tire, upset, and angry..

Interview wasnt good.. Maybe i wasnt well prepared enough, dun know..
But then i really hate the person interviewing me lah.. Seriously nonsense! I feel kind of insulted by him.. I know i'm a nobody, and i'm not the smartest kid around, but i thought i shld deserve some kind of respect too.. First, he said he couldnt understand my eng.. Even though i dun speak with those kind of ang moh slang, but all along i had no problem communicating to everyone else with the way i speak eng .. Preharps he's not local (he's not ang moh by the way, preharps some Brunei, Philippines or something), that's why he couldnt understand.. But pls loh, i'm a Singaporean not someone from ur country, of course i have to say eng in a way Singaporeans understand.. I think ur eng was much worse, seriously (sorry).. And then he was like slouching all the way and he even answer his hp during the interview (was something personal i think).. Madness lah, wat kind of team leader/manager is he.. I dun know lah.. Maybe i'm too fussy or wat lah.. But seriously loh, i think if i cant stand him (with my quite-good temper), i'm sure others would not too.. Bleah!
Anyway, my stupid pair of heels is killing me lah.. I really dun know how i walk home with all the pain.. And when i reach home, i realise my skins are like tearing and it's bleeding.. Super horrible.. I pity my legs (ankles to be exact)..
Overall, it's just a really bad day for me lah.. Arrrgh!

2008-05-19T15:26:00.004+08:00

Lovely people, lovely friends, lovely company, and BFF!

2008-05-17T14:09:00.007+08:00

I pray for all the victims, their families and all the survivors.. It's not easy and it's not something that we as Sinaporeans can understand the pain, sadness and sufferings these people in China are going through currently..

Natural disaster is something really horrible.. It's something that even the smartest humans cannot do anything to help.. We could only see the things happened but cant provide any solution to it.. I guess when such things happen, all the more people in different parts of the world should come together as one, help out in whatever ways we can.. Those with money, donate.. Those with clothes, donate.. Those with no money, pray.. I believe the gods up there will be able to hear.. =)

"别轻易放弃明天要许更多愿望
装满了勇气就更有力量 " - 王雅君

2008-05-16T15:41:00.008+08:00

Hello people, i'm back! Haha.. Slept well, ate well and played well.. Thought i will return home with a tan and maybe put on a few kilos (how not to with the nice bbq stuffs and fondue), but luckily i didnt.. Haha.. In fact, i felt a little disappointed with the weather.. Keep raining isnt something good i think.. I know i'm contradicting myself, but isnt all girls like that? Haha.. The people (i mean the company) were great.. Breakfast and bbq stuffs were mostly done by the guys, we can even request wat we want to eat.. Planning of itineraries were also done by them.. The job of communicating with the reception, bookings of any activities and talking to the driver uncle were also passed to them.. Hehe.. Sometimes, they made me feel very useless, but then sometimes, i feel that i'm lucky that they are so capable (can do lesser things, hehe).. Contradicting again, haha..
I got not much photos cos i only took my cam out on the very last day where the guys brought me and Fad to watch sunrise.. And, sad to say, that was the only time we went to the beach.. Kind of wasted right.. Where got people go Bintan nv go beach one (pardon my sentence structure, super singlish).. Haha..

Overall, other than the weather, i really enjoyed myelf.. And i'm really grateful to each and everyone for taking great care of me.. I gonna miss everyone, that's for sure.. But i hope everyone will continue to keep in touch and may the best to everyone! Meet up often, alright (especially my 2 lovely babes!)..
Alright, i guess it's really the end of holidays.. It's now time to work hard and find a job soon.. Sent like maybe 5 more resumes already.. I am really actively searching for one, hopefully, the two old ones at home dun give me any pressure (cross my fingers).. My next interview is this coming Tues @ Citibank, and i'm feeling kind of scare now.. Overwhelmed by the job scope i guess, not sure if i can handle the responsibilities.. But, i definitely need to do lots of homework.. Got to dig out my stats notes and finance notes, and preharps need to research a little on the organisation itself.. That's about it for now.. Ciao..

(P.S. Take care, Miss HY aka Dan.. You know we are around if you need us..)

2008-05-08T23:59:00.002+08:00

END OF EXAM, END OF SCHOOL!
START OF UNEMPLOYMENT, START OF JOB SEARCHING!
Haha..
Alright, for now, let me go enjoy and rest before i come back and start blogging nonsense..

Anyway, pls date me out, people (especially, my chubsis, my poly girls and guys and my sistas)..
Weekdays, weekends, both are ok..
But let me know the dates, especially this week (a little pack and many unclear plans)..
Sorry and thanks!

It's korean drama time now! Woohoo! Ciao! =)

2008-05-05T20:46:00.006+08:00

Taking a short little break from my books, haha..
So many things in my mind now..

Job, Bintan, Thailand, results, last paper, graduation..

Haha..

Anyway, the job thing, i doubt i will get employ lah..
But i will still wait for their call..

I think should be this few days..

If i get employ, guess it will be good for me..

A good environment and a good superior where i can learn new things..

If i didnt get the job, i guess i will continue to send resumes loh..

But, of course, i hope to get employ asap..

Haha, just the thought of the things i can buy, haha, makes me happy..

I want to buy this, this, and this, haha (top 3 things, there's a lot more actually)..

But before i can owe all these, i'm looking forward to the shopping trip this coming fri..
And i'm going to 'da kai sha jie' lah, haha..
Alright, back to books..

P.S. People, pls 'date' me out after the 8th of May, ok.. See ya all SOON! =)

2008-05-02T22:26:00.003+08:00

My friend sent this to me to ermm kind of relieve my stress (which really didnt lah!)..
Thought it would be pretty fun to share with my friends, though i know not all will read my blog..
Muhaha.. =)
But those who pass by here, go ahead and try it..
U will be surprise by the result (i'm sure!) =)
CLICK here.. ♥

2008-05-02T14:00:00.003+08:00

The weather has been so hot and unreasonably sunny.. And i really hate it..

I hate it when my table is right infront of the window (though i didnt open it, the sunlight can still pierce through mah, need more PA+++) and i hate it when i got to sit at my table for 8 to 10 hours with at least 5 hrs of sunlight shining on my hands.. Arrrg.. Stupid sun and stupid skin that is so sensitive to the sun rays.. And, seriously, i dun know wat will happen in Bintan.. I'm quite sure i will come back looking like one big charcoal.. Arrrgh.. I want more Vitamin C, more whitening cream, and preharps a few jabs of the whitening injection (if it's available in spore).. I need a big big cap, i need a big UV umbrella and i need a black thick sweater.. Hmmm, excuses, oh, i mean reasons to go shopping? Hehe.. =)

Alright, back to books and notes..

2008-04-30T00:19:00.005+08:00

Moi blurness has gone up by several levels..
Hmm, i think a lot of ppl know how blur i am, but u all cant imagine how blur i am today..
Yesterday, Faddy called me, and we agreed to meet 1.15 pm at our usual bus-stop..
But guess wat, i planned my timetable yesterday nite, and i wrote i will go out of house at 1.20 pm..
Very funny huh, Missy Tan..
Just wat is wrong with u?
I dun even know that i'm going to be late, until Faddy said she's at the bus-stop..
Alamak, can someone just slap my head..
Then i panicked like crazy lah..
Grab my bag and keys and then rush out of house like one mad girl..
Luckily there's cabs around and the uncle was kind enough to drive faster..
He even ensure me that i will be early and ask me to relax a bit..
Haha..
I am so heng lah..
Must be because i prayed in the morning..
Haha..
Aiyo, i must really take note of my blurness and make sure it dun get worse..

But hor, the strange thing is that, someday last week or the week before, i dreamt about similar situation as today..
I was late too because i miscalculate the time, then i also panicked in my dreams and i even called papa to ask him to fetch me..
I still remember when i woke up, i was like in sweat (probably cold sweat)..
I think i sound very dramatic but the thought of the dream and wat happened today kind of scare me a little..
But i am just so so so glad that i wasnt late for my exam lah, althought i paid a rather 'hefty' sum for it..
Haiz..
Blur blur me..
Alright, the very tire, blur Missy Tan needs to go prepare for her interview tomolo already..
Good nite..

The blur Missy Tan sign off,

2008-04-28T16:23:00.002+08:00

Hey, people, i having my MC exam tomolo (which i'm left with 1.5 chap more to memorise and my head feels like it's going to explode anytime), so pls wish me luck..
And, i'm going for an interview (which i am totally not prepare yet) this coming wed, so pls wish me luck too..
I seriously need lots and lots of luck (hmm, though i think i have got the 'shi li' also lah), haha..
Ok, i need to get back to my books (NOW!)..
Good luck to all my mates who is having MC exams tomolo..
Ciao! =)

2008-04-26T14:13:00.003+08:00

I'm terribly upset now..
Spent so many days studying..
But in the end, i (think and feel i) didnt do well..
And somemore it's marketing, something which i am so confident of..
Probably, because i only had three hours of sleep, my head was super heavy and i couldnt really concentrate..
The MCQs are like to so tricky and so much of playing around with words..
Even though there isnt any right or wrong ans for the case study, i felt that my points werent strong enough..
A lot of other things i could have write but i didnt..
Probably also because i studied too much of other stuffs which was redundant..
I wasnt very organise when i'm writing, jumping and hoping here and there..
Arrrgh..
There goes my distinction degree..
Not that i am greedy, but top 10% is not sufficient..
Not sufficient for me to get a nice, decent job..
Like Mr Tan said, people look at ur results for fresh grad..
Arrgh..
I want my distinction degree!
=(

2008-04-21T21:13:00.004+08:00

I'm going to sit for my first paper in like less than a week time..

So, i'm really really tense up now..

And i think (i feel), i'm having a little mood swing on and off, which is bad..

And the chubsis who is having her term break isnt helping me.. =(

For the next 2 weeks, i'm going to spend like 70% of my time with my textbook and notes..

I really hate them, but for the sake of HDs and Ds, i will try (try only) to love my books, at least for the next 2 weeks..

Memorising starts tomolo..

Friends, families and others, pls help me by not asking me out to play, eat or shop..

I need time to study and sleep (which i'm really depriving)

I look exactly like a panda now (i mean the eyes, not size of course)..

Alright, breaktime is up..

Ciao..

P.S. Those who are mugging hard like me, good luck and jiayou! We will look forward to our yummy ice-cream at Sunset Way and Bintan trip ok.. =)

2008-04-18T00:30:00.005+08:00

Moi have been really really busy.. To the extent that i feel i dun even have time for myself.. And this is quite depressing.. But luckily i still got like 6 hrs of sleep everyday..Have been heading to Esplande for this whole week to mug and i think Esplande library is a good place to mug.. And of course, Missy Fad and Mr Tan are two very good study partners..
Just now, while looking at my planner, i realise that my first paper starts in 8 days time.. And i think i am like half prepared.. For my first paper, all i need to do is to start memorising.. And, like i always say, i really really hate memorising.. It's such a torture..
On a lighter note, Bintan trip is confirmed (thanks Bryan for the bookings and stuffs).. I guess the trip is our group's motivation to survive through exams.. Though i think Bintan isnt my place but i feel this whole trip will be a fun and enjoyable one.. =)
Ok.. Break time is up.. Back to books (NOW).. (*_*)

2008-04-11T02:10:00.006+08:00

It's sad when your own parents dun understand your personality..
It's sad when your own parents dun trust you..
It's sad when they think of you as someone who is insensible..
It's sad when you try so hard to attain good results and they didnt acknowledge your hard work..
It's also sad when you can't even explain the situation you are in..

What i should be worrying now is how to get good results for my 3 last papers and not whether i find a job or no, right?.. I dun mean finding a job is not important, it is very important, but the priority should be clearing the last 3 papers, isn't it? I dun understand wat does it mean by, "Huh? June still haven start working ah?" Hello, excuse me? My paper end on the 8th of May.. Not April.. U all expect me to start the very next day or week? And this time round, finding a job isnt as simple as like when i got my Diploma.. Nvm if you all dun understand.. But please do not add on pressure to me.. I dun like it..

And for your info, i had already started to think about "FINDING JOB & SENDING RESUMES" like 1 month back.. And, i also sent out 3 resumes already.. I dun know which part of me you all still unsatisfied with.. All i can say is, you all dun understand me at all and you all didnt give me any trust (which i think is really upsetting me)..

I'm feel really disappointed and i'm lost.. It's like, because you used to be a naughty girl, you will forever be seen as a bad girl.. Even if i get all As, even if i work really really hard, nothing will change at all..

I dun know how to continue from here anymore.. =**(

2008-04-10T02:10:00.006+08:00

Today marks the last lecture in SIM as well as my last lesson for the degree course..

Lots of photo taking session, not only the few of us, but rather the whole class were busy taking photos after lesson.

I feel really glad that it was Patricia (my fave lecturer) who ended the last class for all of us..

She's like the best lecturer throughout these 3 years..

I keep thinking, if only she taught us marketing for the 1st yr, then preharps i wont choose finance as my major subject (quite regretted with my choice actually)..

Before i end this, i must say, I REALLY LOVE THESE PEOPLE and i think i am so going to miss all of them.. =(

More photos later..

I is very tire now..

Nite!

2008-04-09T01:02:00.003+08:00

I'm so glad that all projects are finally OVER!

No more late nights in school, and no more camping at MAC!

The last project was really horrible..

Glad that there's still the rest cos i was really tire and my mind wasn't working at all..

That's really bad..

And up till today, i'm still not able to recover from the lack of sleep..

I knock into other people's shoulder today and i nearly fall asleep in class..

That's really bad..

I'm going to bed now..

Tml, or rather, later is the last lesson already..

Gonna take photos and have fun before revisions start..

Nite! (oh, zu, clara and poly mates, when u all want to meet up? tag me or sms me, can? how about this sat? 12 april? - really really sorry for the delay..)

2008-04-08T17:50:00.005+08:00

I know i always complaint and whined about how much i hate the pressure and stress that i got in school..
But when i realise today is my last scond lesson (and tml is the very last one), i suddenly feel that i'm so going to miss school BIG time..
I'm going to miss the long hours we spent in the discussion rooms..
I'm going to miss how our table are filled with at least 5 lappies..
I'm going to miss how we debate during project meetings.

I'm going to miss the lecture hall..

I'm going to miss sitting in as a student..

I'm going to miss the ocassional chit chatting during lectures..

I'm going to miss the printing lab..
I'm going to miss the cold cold library..
I'm going to miss the 'project' bench..
I'm going to miss the bubble tea in that smelly canteen..
I'm going to miss the free tea during every break..
I'm going to miss the very nice ice cream place at Sunset Way..
I'm going to miss the special yogurt..
And i am definately going to miss all my good classmates..
I'm going to miss the guys making fun of me (maybe not)..

I'm going to miss the guys' nice nice personality (at times very naughty)

I'm going to miss the guys buying food for us, knowing we dun want to go inside the smelly canteen..
I'm going to miss MS's birthday song (that is always haunting me when she's tire)..
I'm going to miss hearing MS speak in chinese..
I'm going to miss Fad's blurness (countless)..
I'm going to miss Fad's shoulder and hair (from long to super short to bob to the current one)..

I'm going to miss the gossiping sessions with them..

I'm going to miss everything..
Awww..

2008-04-01T23:23:00.004+08:00

因为小孩儿的世界很简单, 所以他们很容易快乐..

As for me, as long as i get to eat low fat waffle and ice cream once a month, i will be happy..

That's how simple i am..

So, i am happy today..

And i forgot about how some people make me upset..

Haha..

2008-03-31T22:08:00.002+08:00

I'm trying my very best to tolerate and accomodate..
But i really hate people who cant even mangage their own time and set their priority right..
I dun understand wat's in their brain.. I really DONT..
If you can't multi-task, then DONT!
Why are you trying achieve what you want at the expense of others?
Enough said..
Arrgh!

2008-03-28T19:44:00.003+08:00

I thought i would faint on the street just now..
I thought i would faint at home due to the pain just now..
I thought i would die of pain just now and nobody will know since no one is at home..

I'm glad i didnt.. I'm glad that i'm ok now.. I should really take more care of myself (from tml onwards then, i promise).. =)

2008-03-27T23:50:00.000+08:00

Looking at my timetable, i realise, it's less than a month to my first paper and only a month plus to my last day in SIM.. It's pretty scary i think..

2008-03-26T22:28:00.003+08:00

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2008-03-25T14:28:00.008+08:00

Last sat, chubsis and i togther with Wk and BL went to Qian Hu for this fish therapy thing.. I must say, the fish therapy didnt really works for me cos there wasn't much fish that 'bite' me.. I think there were about less than ten who bite and then swim off.. Waste of money, i feel.. Nonetheless, it was a good experience lah.. Chubsis was like so reluctant and upset cos we forced her to try out.. She's so funny lah.. Haha..

After that we walked around the place and me who love polka-dot like mad was very very amazed by the polka-dot stingray.. I likeee it, hehe.. I also like another goldfish (the eyes poking out one), but it was like SGD 250 for one.. Mad lah.. I might as well save the money to buy my coach wristlet or gucci bag.. Haha.. But it was really really cute lah.. =)

Then we proceed to MS's play- The Easter Lily.. Hmm, no photos were allow, so ya, no photos here.. The play was great but hearing the pastor speak is a little torturing to me.. Oh, i'm not against christian or wat, it's just believing in different god.. So ya.. Haha..

And before we end our day, we caught The Orphanage and i realise it's really a bad choice watching horror movie late at nite.. Scare myself only lah.. But the movie was not bad lah.. Can watch.. Haha..

Then it was home sweet home around 1 plus or is it 2? Hmm, cant remember and it's off to bed.. Cant believe i waste my whole sat without studying.. Tsk, tsk, tsk.. Not very good.. =)