♥ tanwansan.blogspot.com ♥

Sunday, July 27, 2008

Nothing much i want to say..
只想说我真的很累..
感觉像是老了好几十岁..
That's so sad, isnt it?
Please date me out people..
Pay day should be tomolo..
I want to go shopping..
And, i hope for a better week at work..
Also, i want to recover from my sickening cough!

"一个人撑伞一个人擦泪一个人好累"

9:15:00 PM

Sunday, July 20, 2008

Trip to Malaysia today was surprisingly short and interesting..
Papa bought us pure royal jelly to help 'beautify' our complexion..
It wasn't cheap, so, it better works..
I also bought a pair of new heels (on Papa's tab again) which was comfy and super cute..
I loveeeeeefff...
Then, there was my fave cereal prawns for dinner..
Yummy yummy yummy..
Haha..

Ok, after all the fun, it's back to reality again..
Work is going to be super busy this week..
Value date (which is my dateline) is this Fri..
And so coincidentally, i have a wedding dinner to attend on Fri..
So, in order to go attend the wedding dinner and to meet up with my bunch of sistas, i have to work really hard for the next four days..
Haiz..
Sian ah..
Ciao for now!

9:18:00 PM

Went for my first workshop today.. Hmm, it was a real torture.. Having to wake up at 5.30, reaching there at 7.30, sitting there to listen to things that dun really concern me (or rather, the payroll dept)..
But..
I love what the CEO's speech.. And my fave word of the day - PERSISTENT.. As long as i'm persistent enough, i will be successful! I will work towards this direction.. Jiayou! =)

And finally, convocation is coming! Woohoo! It's going to be my first and most probably, the last time i'm going to wear the grad gown.. Dun know how the thing will be like, but i'm really looking forward to it! Hmm, so, in order to look good, dieting gonna start soon lah.. Vain, i know.. Haha..
Oh, another piece of good news - my babe is going to get engage soon! Woohoo! Surprising fast leh! Another thing to look forward to.. Haha..

Alright, gtg.. I'm left with about 3 hrs to sleep cos i'm going to Malaysia (AGAIN) tomolo.. Haiz.. Sian, sian, sian.. Nite!

1:45:00 AM

Saturday, July 12, 2008

I had a long, hard, terrible, awful and unbearable week..
Made a huge error at work..
Mistake was discovered on Mon..
Since then, been "shoot" almost everyday..
Every words hurt so much that i wished i could just die on the spot or disappear into thin air..

Even though i wish to just quit on the spot because of XXX, but since, i was the one who made the error, i had the responsible to do everything i could to resolve it..
I cant just walk away like that..

I did everything i was told to do to help resolve the issue..
However, this doesnt stop "XXX " from shooting me..
Of course, she had every right to scold or question me since it was my fault..
But i just feel that she didnt put herself in my shoes and think in my position..
How was i to know that wat was the standard procedure and wat wasnt?
It wasnt fair that the girl i am replacing left not even a week after i join..

I'm not trying to put all blame on XXX..
I understand that she must be in really great pressure..
She must be worried too..
And i am also very sorry for wat i had done..
I did tried my best to resolve..
But it seems that everything i did from then on was wrong..
I'm not asking for anything..
All i hope for was that she can just think in my position for a little while..
Her every words had successfully took away watever (little) confidence i had for myself..
I will remember what she had said and this matter for the rest of my life..
And i think i will need a long long time to pick myself up and to recover.. =(

On the side note, i'm thankful that my old classmates called me last min for a short meetup..
They are so lame and funny..
Somehow, anyhow, they did cheer me up a little, though they dun know..
Thanks to the FOUNDER of FAC!
And of course, thanks to my BFF (you-know-who-you-are) for hearing me out..

8:36:00 PM

Friday, July 04, 2008

This is really sad..
Heard the story from my friend and i (kpo-ly) went to check out..

Apparently, her bf passed away due to some army thing or something..
And she is currently dealing with the fact that her 'baby' will nv be beside her anymore..
She looks really young to me..
I wonder how she manage to live with the pain..
She's a strong girl.. Someone who's really strong..
Jia you! =)

11:45:00 PM