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Saturday, June 07, 2008

BUSY BUSY BUSY.. Work had made me life-less..
No tv, no music, no internet, no keeping touch with wat is happening around me and in the world..
Mon: OT(ed) till 11 pm.. YES! Worked from 8.30 till 11 and reached home close to midnight!
Tues: Started work at 8.30 am and OT(ed) till 11.30pm!
Wed: Went off around 7.30..
Thurs: Finally get to off work at 6 plus..
Fri: Went off only at around 7.40..
For your info, by right, my working hours as stated in the offer letter is 8.30-5.30..

My work is MAD, i tell u! I really dun like such working hours.. I seriously dun mind working ot, but who in the world worked till 11, 12.. And i heard there's one girl who goes off only at 1 am.. MAD lah.. Not that i want to whine and complain.. But this is not a job where there's much progression or something.. Why, why, why? Why the stupid me go accept this job offer? Job is tough, job is complicated and it's only now, yes only till now, i realize i am seriously underpaid.. Like all ppl around me said, i shld ask for more.. Shitty job.. Arrrgh! If i dun have to pay any penalty, i would quit immediately.. Seriously, no joke.. This is really not something i want to do for the rest of my life.. I want to do more business kind of thing.. Not in terms of sales, but more of giving ideas or spotting new market, analysis market, churn reports, write proposal etc..
The girl that taught me to do her stuffs had left.. From next week onwards, i will be on my own.. Die, die, die.. Brought her 'mi ji' (manual) home to read.. Not sure if i can absorb everything.. Right now, i wish i can burn and drink it.. Anyway, she already warned me that i cannot make any mistakes because the people there (those consultants) will scold.. And i am quite sure, with my level of blur-ness, i am definitely going to get scoldings some day soon.. Super pressure lah.. This is no difference from school.. Arrrgh.. I think i'm going to break down soon too lah..
Ok.. Whines and complains stopped here for today (i'm sure there will be more to come).. I'm tire already.. Went back to work earlier in the morning.. I want to go jog and then come back and nua on my bed.. Arrrgh! =(

10:02:00 PM