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Friday, April 11, 2008

It's sad when your own parents dun understand your personality..
It's sad when your own parents dun trust you..
It's sad when they think of you as someone who is insensible..
It's sad when you try so hard to attain good results and they didnt acknowledge your hard work..
It's also sad when you can't even explain the situation you are in..

What i should be worrying now is how to get good results for my 3 last papers and not whether i find a job or no, right?.. I dun mean finding a job is not important, it is very important, but the priority should be clearing the last 3 papers, isn't it? I dun understand wat does it mean by, "Huh? June still haven start working ah?" Hello, excuse me? My paper end on the 8th of May.. Not April.. U all expect me to start the very next day or week? And this time round, finding a job isnt as simple as like when i got my Diploma.. Nvm if you all dun understand.. But please do not add on pressure to me.. I dun like it..

And for your info, i had already started to think about "FINDING JOB & SENDING RESUMES" like 1 month back.. And, i also sent out 3 resumes already.. I dun know which part of me you all still unsatisfied with.. All i can say is, you all dun understand me at all and you all didnt give me any trust (which i think is really upsetting me)..

I'm feel really disappointed and i'm lost.. It's like, because you used to be a naughty girl, you will forever be seen as a bad girl.. Even if i get all As, even if i work really really hard, nothing will change at all..

I dun know how to continue from here anymore.. =**(

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