There’s a lot of things i want to say, but i dun know exactly where and how to start.. Cos i am still feeling rather shock from seeing all the not-so-nice words appearing in that post.. I’m not sure if those posts are targeted at me, but on my side I would still want to defend myself and the rest..
Hmmm, firstly, those not-so nice-words are there maybe because at that moment you are really angry.. But i really think there’s no need to go till that extend.. I thought, when u are writing those words, not only you yourself is hurt, at the same time, you hurt us too, especially the girl (at least I feel it that way)..
The contacting part.. We really tried all means and ways to find you.. Be it sms-es, email, friendster, blog, we really tried very hard (at least I know the girl herself tried really hard).. We even called up and discussed the ways we can reach you.. I even told HY to msn your best friend to try and find out how we can reach you.. And I think that was a really bad suggestion.. Not only we didn’t get an ans, we still got to bear "insults" by her.. Not that I’m trying to push the blame to her, but it’s really due to her answers that got HY and myself very pissed.. Words like “cock wedding” is something i totally cannot accept.. WHAT RIGHTS DOES SHE HAS TO INSULT MY FRIEND LIKE THAT? None, she got absolutely no right! And it was also from the way she answered HY’s quest that make it sound as if you didn’t want to get in touch with us..
Your absence is definitely not nothing to us.. If it’s nothing, then they wouldn’t bother to ask you out on their special days, they wouldn’t make an effort to try to get in touch with you and they wouldnt ask you out whenever there is any gathering..
Lastly, i (i believe everybody else too) never ever thought you are bad.. It's just that you are always keeping everything to yourself.. We dun know what happen to you, we dun know what you are doing, we dun know how you are doing.. Like your hospital thing, why do we get to know only in this kind of situation? I feel we are always outside of your world and it’s really hard to get in.. :(
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The Girl