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Thursday, August 30, 2007

I'm tire and no one knows.. My dad still ask me to run errands for him.. It's not that i'm unwilling to do so, but definately not at this time.. Why can't people understand that i'm fighting against time? Why do everyone think that it's so easy to be an undergrad? And, i'm not slacking now by coming here, i'm just waiting for my pdf file to load and the time now is 3.53 am.. I dun know wat time i can go to bed.. But i know i got to wake up early tomolo.. I also know, at this rate, my liver is going to be sick too.. My total hours of sleep for 3 days is equivalent to what a normal person should have in 1 day.. This is how bad it is.. Pls understand or at least try to understand..

I MISS MY BED.. I MISS MY SLEEPING PARTNER..

3:44:00 AM

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

Busy busy busy.. And i guess i will probably be busy till like end of Sep.. So, pls dun come and tempt me by asking me out.. Sorry, i just can't go out at this time..
And also, just in case some people will call me up again on the EVE on my test and ask me out.. And then show me some attitude when i refuse to.. 1 hr? Exuse me, you dun know how much things i can do in an hour.. I'm too busy to even breath, ok..
Hmm, i think i'm not talking sense here.. Pls pardon me, i only slept 3 hrs last night.. That's all i want to say.. I got lots of battle to fight.. Bye..

4:49:00 PM

Friday, August 17, 2007

Stressful.....Worried.....Tired

When i dun even have the mood to shop, i know something must be wrong with me..
I can't pinpoint what exactly is wrong, but i guess it must have something to do with school..
Especially SM..
The thought of it makes me feel like puking, and i really mean puking..
Believe it or not, i seriously hate to whine and complain about my school or my studies..
But because of the expectations i set for myself, i often found me pushing myself too hard..
And that's when all the complaints and whining come..
I dun like this "ME"..

11:22:00 PM

Thursday, August 16, 2007

SM stands for Stategic Managment.. And it's such a "GREAT!" module.. It's slowly torturing me and is going to kill me soon.. The due date for that stupid case analysis is like 3 weeks from now and i only finish writing the executive summary and introduction.. Which means, i still got like 24 pages more to write in 3 weeks.. "GREAT!" "GREAT!" "GREAT!" "GREAT!" "GREAT!" You know wat, the greatest thing is that, there is a MR mock test next tues and an IF test next next monday.. Isn't my school life "GREAT!"? And as if things isn't bad enough, the student portal has to fail on me now.. I can't even log in to serach for journals.. Tell me lah, wat can be worse than this? :(

2:51:00 PM

Monday, August 13, 2007

Hey people, my bro and his gf are doing some online selling of bags, shoes, accessories, etc.. I went to check out and i thought their stuffs are pretty nice, trendy and very affordable.. So pls check out their website at www.pollys-pocket.blogspot.com.. Thanks!
Stuffs i think i'm going to purchase.. Haha..

P.S. The url to their website can also be found under 'Darlinks'.. Check their stuffs out often ok? Thanks!

1:11:00 AM

Saturday, August 11, 2007

Had a mini gathering with my classmates earlier this week.. It was fun and there were lots of laughters.. It's a pity all of the 'working adults' couldnt make it.. Thought could meet up with them and asked how they are doing.. Well, next time then, i guess.. :)

The yummy yummy earthquake shared by the 3 girls..

The RMIT 35th intake gang (Franics, Gary, Wee Keong, Bryan, Me, Fad & Mei Shi)..
The guys- all looking very happy and satisfied.. Haha..

And the girls posing with the guys' ice cream..
And lastly, the two lovely girls i love most.. They are my best classmates, gossip mates, project mates and friends i have in school..

12:05:00 AM

Friday, August 10, 2007

Hmmm, i think i dun need to have a lot of friends, just a few good ones will do.. Those who love me and those who i feel deserve my care, concern and love.. They are people whom i see everyday who tolerate all my nonsense as well as people whom i dun meet up often yet we can still talk about anything.. You all know who you are.. Some things are beyond words.. :)

P.S. This shall conclude everything that happen recently cos i really see no point to keep on thinking and talking about it..

3:13:00 PM

I think Secret is very Jay Chou and i'm totally impressed.. Dun come and ask me wat's the secret cos i am not going to say.. Hehe.. All i can say is, it has something to do with the piano.. Haha.. I'm loving him even more now.. And i realized he's not popular for nothing.. He is really something! Claps and cheers for him.. :)

1:29:00 PM

Thursday, August 09, 2007

I am so going to die.. A little stuck with SM now.. This SM is really tougher than wat i expected.. I guess i will try to figure it out later.. 4000 words to be written (typed) but all i wrote was the headings and some minor points.. Not much time left and i'm still procrastinating.. I am such a procrastinator, bad!

P.S. Very moody and ice cream doesnt help!
P.P.S Happy bday, Spore!

3:32:00 PM

Wednesday, August 08, 2007

Helpless..

Enough said..

4:12:00 PM

Monday, August 06, 2007

I am so not myself today..

Not smiling, not laughing, not playing, not eating..

But, i will be ok tomolo, i promise..

I will not and shall not be affected by some ridiculous and nonsense things..

11:54:00 PM

Saturday, August 04, 2007

It's really tiring to attend class on sat, especially when i'm down with stomach flu or some indigestive problem.. Couldnt really concentrate in class and that is bad.. :(
But fortunately, my mrkting lecture is someone who makes the class fun and interesting.. I guess if she's my first mrkting lecturer instead of that lousy lecturer i had in Sem 2, i would have choosen mrkting as my major.. I realized finance is not my cup of tea.. Investments, stock, bonds, etc. are not what i like and believe in.. This is so so bad!
Alright, enough of my nonsense, i think i need to go now.. Tons of things to do.. Lots of journals, reports, case studies waiting for me to check them out.. A lot of notes waiting for me to re-write..

Why is there only 24 hrs a day? Sometimes i just wish i got more time..

P.S. Feeling blue and i hate the glaring sun today.. :(

9:02:00 PM

Wednesday, August 01, 2007

There’s a lot of things i want to say, but i dun know exactly where and how to start.. Cos i am still feeling rather shock from seeing all the not-so-nice words appearing in that post.. I’m not sure if those posts are targeted at me, but on my side I would still want to defend myself and the rest..
Hmmm, firstly, those not-so nice-words are there maybe because at that moment you are really angry.. But i really think there’s no need to go till that extend.. I thought, when u are writing those words, not only you yourself is hurt, at the same time, you hurt us too, especially the girl (at least I feel it that way)..
The contacting part.. We really tried all means and ways to find you.. Be it sms-es, email, friendster, blog, we really tried very hard (at least I know the girl herself tried really hard).. We even called up and discussed the ways we can reach you.. I even told HY to msn your best friend to try and find out how we can reach you.. And I think that was a really bad suggestion.. Not only we didn’t get an ans, we still got to bear "insults" by her.. Not that I’m trying to push the blame to her, but it’s really due to her answers that got HY and myself very pissed.. Words like “cock wedding” is something i totally cannot accept.. WHAT RIGHTS DOES SHE HAS TO INSULT MY FRIEND LIKE THAT? None, she got absolutely no right! And it was also from the way she answered HY’s quest that make it sound as if you didn’t want to get in touch with us..
Your absence is definitely not nothing to us.. If it’s nothing, then they wouldn’t bother to ask you out on their special days, they wouldn’t make an effort to try to get in touch with you and they wouldnt ask you out whenever there is any gathering..
Lastly, i (i believe everybody else too) never ever thought you are bad.. It's just that you are always keeping everything to yourself.. We dun know what happen to you, we dun know what you are doing, we dun know how you are doing.. Like your hospital thing, why do we get to know only in this kind of situation? I feel we are always outside of your world and it’s really hard to get in.. :(

12:03:00 AM