The more i read through the SM course guide and notes, the more worried i am.. The 4000 words essay is starting to freak me out (not just a little).. The feedbacks about the local lecturer by those seniors made me even more afraid.. I don't want to stress myself out unduly like how i used to during the HMT time.. Those period where i can't even control my own tears, those period where i feel like dying, those peroid where i had no appetite, those period where i feel like running away from exams, i swear i really dun want to go through all of that again..
The issue here now is, i still need some HDs and Ds in order to grad with distinction.. I really really hope to grad with distinction.. I want my daddy to be proud of his daughter (a girl whom once got look down by other people and whom believe that this girl will never be successful in her life).. And most importantly, this is where i find my confidence back.. :)
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The Girl